People often refer to older single's as 'leftovers.' Well, I am no leftover, nor do I deserve to settle for someone that is.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

When it Rains, it Pours

Open the gates and wow...let the flood begin! So, I have been working for several months on changing my energy. I’ve known all along that there was something real to this whole vibe thing but was unsure how to really make it work. Well, I mentioned before that I have been working with this guy who does EFT (emotional freedom technique) which involves tapping out negative energy and turning into positive and stuff. Basically, it helps to change the message you are sending out into the universe. This particular guy uses several different techniques actually to help you deal with the emotions you face (everything really) to keep you balanced and able to deal with life in a healthy manner. Wow, it has been super educational as well as educational.

The reason I bring this up is because we have worked hard recently on the whole relationship issue. I know I have had some blocks up but you really don’t think those things are being manifest. I mean, I can be social and friendly but somehow the message I am sending into the universe is different than what I want it to be or what I think I am putting out there. Make sense? Kind of confusing I know. Just trust me on this one. Anyway, as a result of my blockage I have been on quite the dry spell. Seriously. I have not had a date since last time I reported and that was just a pitty date on his part. I’ve definitely had some interests but somehow, things have just not worked out.

Anyway, lately things have been changing for me and I can feel that itch to get out there again and give it another go. It’s like another wind. I’d like to say it’s like a second wind but well….I’m getting a little older every day and I don’t know how many winds I’ve been through at this point! Somehow, as a result of the work I have been doing and the serious faith and prayers I have been putting out there, things have turned around once again. I opened the gates and now the men are flocking in once again. An out of town set up called me a few weeks ago and he seemed pretty nice promising another call and possibly a date at some point. Another set up called a few days ago and we are planning a date for Saturday night. I got back on the online bandwagon and I have a real promising conversation going on with one local fella and a few more who are trying to get a piece of this. So, I’m just happy to report that I might actually be showing my face in the dating world once again for a little while.

As a side note (and I don’t know if she is still reading) I am encouraged by one of you lovely readers who recently married and is near my age. I haven’t met you yet but I am grateful for your example and the hope you have given me to keep on keepin on! Peace out-til Saturday!


Livin it up said...

Haha...must have been tired when I wrote this too. Educational as well as theraputic is kinda what I meant to say. :)

Krissa said...

i am thinking i should probably work on that too... its hard because i feel i am really optimistic but maybe in the one area of dating and relationships i am not... i can be pretty negative about it just because i really don't have a lot of success in that area... haha...thanks for this post... i am going to try hard to be better in that area... and we shall see what happens...

Livin it up said...

I know exactly what you mean! We will work on this together! :) I still think that sometimes it is easier than others though.